I'm not going anywhere. I consider you my friend. As a friend, to me, you're a whole person, not just about sex.
I will say, I was a little thrown by what you said about you writing about past sexual exploits bothering B. Um, he's married to someone else!! Annnnd you're not writing about currently having sex with someone other than him, so?
That really bothers me that you feel you have to censor yourself in any situation, but especially one like this.
I love you to pieces (and B too!) but I will say this. He fell in love with (at least partly) who Meaghan Ward is, what she writes about, and how open and free she is.
Don't tame her.