I love this so much. I was in a similar situation, where I just didn't think a dildo would do much for me, unless I was weilding it in my strap-on. Boy, was I wrong.
My goal now is to own a Bad Dragon dildo for my 'massive' one. Though, I will say, Hismith sent me a HUGE dildo with the sex machine that may just do the trick! lol I haven't tried it out yet, but I think that's on the menu for tonight.
I still want a Bad Dragon, though.